First of all.....

No matter how much things happen in our life and how many times we experience the same thing but the first time when it happens holds a very special place in our hearts... As kids, the first time you got that trophy, the first girl/guy who smiled at you (making you mad), your first tension moments before crucial exams, the first time you got hurt and cried loads are memorable... 

It could also be the first time you experienced butterflies in your stomach on seeing someone, your first date, the first night out, the first kiss, your first fat pay check, The first time when you actually missed someone so greatly, and many such things...

Some of these things may get better with time but the joy which we get the first time is priceless! 

PS1: Today was my 'first' off campus placement drive..never thought I'll see this day but the experience was worth it!

PS2: This post marks my '2nd' blog anniversary.. hope it keeps going better! :)

Some of the Beautiful and Precious moments of life !!!!

* Watching the sunset, while standing on a hill top...


* Holding hands with your beloved and falling in love all over again...


* Enjoying a feast of pakoras and jalebi on a rainy day...


*  Sitting alone on the terrace,, and enjoying the winds along with your favourite music... 

*  The day you laughed out so much that your cheeks actually started paining....


*  Chatting with your friends,, mostly at the odd hours of the day...


*  A cute, little baby smiling at you which turns you on even on a bad day...


*  Sitting and Listening to your elders,, for what life experiences they have...


*  Getting up before the alarm goes off,, only to realise that you still have an hour to sleep...


*  Meeting up your friends after a long time and realising together the memories...


*  Catching the glimpse of someone who is special, unexpectedly...


*  Giving up in certain situations,, just to see the significant others rejoice and celebrate...

* The times which made you think that "Life cant get better than this, its already the BEST"..!!!!

It is these moments that make up life,,, so preserve them in your heart forever!!!

GAP

Well, it wasnt in my routine today to sit here and waste another hour, checking useless mails and waiting for the important ones! 

Came back home in the afternoon and planned to watch 'Gulaal' with family at home!

Yeah, its 'A' certified! but I don't mind watching such stuff with family unless its gets worst explicit! Dialogues can always be digested, I think.......gulp! :P

As soon as the movie started I wondered whether its certified due to the dialogues or something else! I saw DEV D, no smoking and black friday... thought that the director wont get vulgar than that!

Then, a scene came and I was shown the way out of the hall by mom! It was where a college student was being abused by some people in the hostel... cuss words u know! I literally burst into laughter after hearing such words in a row... and my mom furious! :D 

Nothing new for me, I have heard them enough during my four years of college..... but maybe she didnt knew it!

Dad ws pretty chilled like always! But mom couldnt stand her girl discussing about cuss words with her parents! So out was I....

Thats why we have the so called 'gen GAP'.... The same stuff you can talk with friends, but not parents... even if you are ready, they arent.... 

Hope she understands my point someday! 

Till then, I am on............

:) 

Change....

Going through some old and school photographs made me realise so many things that night...

Those were indeed the best days of my life. All was so good and perfect. I really didnt know
'how the world exists outside'. I was really living in my 'happy and small world'.
Actually a lot has changed in these three years and the transformation (external and internal)
has been extremely learning. It can be really difficult to manage things going on inside you and outside in the world.
But its the external appearence that matters because the world is governed by that. I remember the time
when some students at school chanted 'Jassi jaisi koi nahin' whenever i passed by. I never felt
bad about it because according to it 'I was unique'.
The change is never planned but it happens because nothing remains static in this world.
The transition taught me loads about life, the people around. It gave me some good moments to boast
about and the worst ones too. It taught me that the more you can hide yourself, the more better you live.
Nobody is interested in you without a reason. Once the reason is out, even the people leave.
'Trust' is the most overrated thing in this world and the most easiest weapon to backstab people.
Even the emotions fool you.
It wasnt all that bad also because i experienced some of the greatest things in the world too... :)
Ultimately it has made me a stronger person and a bit bad too. As it is said that change is an inevitable
part of life, we have to respond to it else you may get vanished (synonymous to the darwin's natural selection theory, survival of the fittest).
But it has been fruitful in many ways. Just a part of growing up , i guess.

Its only Time that will tell what more lies in the stores......

The beautiful persona

Written on 9th aug, 12.30 a.m




Its really dark out on the roads with the monsoons at their brink..(the news channels say so!!)
I an just short of sleep because of a nap in the afternoon. So, thought of just seeing some old pics of mine.It just started off by the old childhood ones and later graduated to the school ones. Just flipping them, i discovered some greeting cards (from school buddies) and a small letter.
The letter was sent by, perhaps, the best guide in the world for me. She was more of a friend,giving cool tips. She is Ms. Mohana, our science teacher. The way she told us "never to take sciences as a career, if you wanna enjoy life" :D
but she was a gem of a person. Being a south indian she could never get my name right even in those three years.. she pronounced it as "yekta"... :)
She had left the school mid session because her husband had been posted to Jammu (Indian Air Force). The letter was to wish us the best for the class 10th board exams, asking us as to 'how were the
beauty queens of the class' :P
and about the 'dance rehearsals' which gave us a mode of 'distraction'..
It was addressed to the whole class but somehow i managed to keep it me...thats the benefit of being a class monitor... ;)
It really makes me feel helpless because time cannot turn back and sad because
we are no longer in touch.


But thats life, to meet and depart.. and i hope to meet her soon.. :)

Nostalgia......

"The best thing about memories is that they do not change, even when everything else does...!!!"


Wonder, if you get to go to the place which you saw once with young eyes, strolling down those lanes and remembering those moments can be really surprising.
The fun of recollecting every single thing by a just a glance at it is amazing. It really makes you feel that those things actually never went out of your mind, but were somewhere deep hidden..
The People and the atmos may have changed but the feel of it all remains the same.. It never looks new even after so many years..It simply comes as a surprise when you can recount many things you did there, laughing thoroughly till your spirit breaks....
It just feels if you could go back to that time which everything was so free and unbound yet so pure...


I seriously wish if there could be a time machine to help me in this...!!!

"The Golden Days"

As I sit and think with my eyes open wide,,
what would life be if memories go out of sight???

The times we spent under that sky,,
were the best of my life for which anyone would die...

The freedom we enjoyed, the care which nourished..
It can never go out of mind even though they get diminished!!!

The things we shared, made dreams so real...
It made me ask "can life be so clear???"

Life seemed beautiful and everything seemed gold...
There was nothing I could have asked for more !!!

Then came a time when we split like the beads of a necklace,,
each going in its own direction and accepting the changes with grace...

For once I think life's great,,
yet it can never match the charmed that stayed !!!

When life seems tough and things don't get on,,
I wish I could live those moments once for all....

Beyond any doubt, I can say....
what life made me, is my moulding in that way...!!!!